❝ may the bridges i burn light the way. ❞
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I`m a dreamer.
Posted Friday, February 1, 2013 // 5:09 PM
Of course everyone has a dream or a wish that they would one day like to grasp in their lives. However, some dreams seem so far and hard to reach that it makes it feel as if it's impossible to accomplish. That's basically what I'm feeling at this point in my life. Although I don't show or advertise it as much, I really really want to become a singer. Yeah, this dream is always degraded for how it seems like it won't make much in life. Really, I could care less about how much money I can make in the music industry. All I really want to do is experience what it's like to stand in front of a crowd full of people and perform my heart out. Not just for one day, but for the rest of my life. Sometimes, I put myself in a singer's shoes and pretend that I have millions of fans. Sounds kind of loony right? I put myself into their shoes not to feel what it's like to have a bunch of paparazzi and crazy fans follow me, but how it would feel like to have people appreciate my music.This dream is something I really want to achieve in life, more than anything. Although it seems like I can almost feel like succeeding this dream, I'm also the type of person who bring their self-esteem down. To be honest, this dream is also sensitive to me. Sometimes, I would just lay in bed and randomly think about this dream, ultimately resulting myself wetting my pillows with tears. However, I'm not giving up. Yeah there will be obstacles along the way, but it will be worth it to succeed something as big as my dream. 0 comments ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
Posted Tuesday, August 21, 2012 // 4:30 AM
Wow, been quite a while since I've been on here......well, what's the point? No one knows/ follows me on here anyways LOL...Kind of like the feeling of no followers (aside from my cousin) because I can easily express myself with no one to judge or criticize me (✿◠‿◠) Although, there's no one for me to share my 0 comments I want nothing more....
Posted Monday, April 16, 2012 // 10:33 PM
...than change. I feel as if I'm living everyday going through the same routine. Everything bores me to the point where I just want to give up everything. As I grew older, I became aware of this. My life four years ago was filled with pleasure and excitement; there were so many people in my life that cared for me. Compared to now, most of them has left my side & moved on with their lives. So, maybe I'm just looking for change in order to relive those years and experience those feelings once more.0 comments |
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Just your typical teenager whose still trying to find her own way in life.**Some of these posts are completely from my silenced self. These are my thoughts & feelings that aren't easily spoken by myself.** credits
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